four children + green dreams + recipes + story writing + running wild + (sanity) = where you'll find me
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Thought of the Day
It's a blessing, not a burden, to be this busy.
Yes, I sometimes feel overwhelmed. Yes, my life is written out in point form in advance. No, I don't always feel like doing what I've planned for myself. But it's amazing what can be squeezed into one day, what can fit.
Today, for example: breakfast, big kids out the door, swim lessons with little kids, home to start laundry, walk to a friend's house, play, home for lunch, prepare supper, listen to podcast on CBC radio on beauty ("beauty will save the world"), plan via email a talk I'm preparing to give on Sunday about being a "Mennonite" writer (quotation marks necessary?), walk to school to get kids, bring friends home, trade off parenting duties with Kev, walk briskly to yoga, 90-minute yoga class, walk briskly home, blissed out and thinking semi-deep thoughts, eat leftovers, listen to kids play drums and guitar, tag-team the dishes with Kev, head out with sibs for a drink, walk briskly home, chat with Kev before trading off as on-call parent, watch video of beautiful youngest singing along to the Cranberries, plan tomorrow's crock-pot supper, write blog. There's still time for a small snack before bed.
Taken from the radio program (Tapestry): when you embrace beauty--the beautiful, the moment of grace--you accept that it will pass, that you can't keep it. What is beauty? Goodness, kindness, compassion, acts of selfless impulsive grace.
I'm mother of four, writer, dreamer, planner, runner, photographer, taking time for a cup of coffee in front of this computer screen. My days are full, yet I keep asking: how can I fill them just a little bit more
-- with depth, with care, with pleasure.